COVERS

I’m not sure where the cover art for my books is produced but I’ve come to the conclusion that the heroic male must be as difficult to find in the model catalogues as he is in real life. The lovely man on the US cover of A Nanny for Keeps has been around a while. In previous incarnations, he’s been a sheikh on the US cover of His Desert Rose, a jazz musician in Dangerous Flirtation, an investigator in His Personal Agenda, a media tycoon in Bittersweet Deception and just plain gorgeous in A Suitable Groom. And surely that rear view of the groom on the stunning – if disingenuous -- cover of The Marriage Miracle has been seen before on City Girl in Training…

PIN UP

Colleagues occasionally post their fantasy hero/pin ups on their blogs. Being on the mature side of the age scale I rarely recognise these guys so I thought I’d retaliate with the gorgeous Michael Wood, a man who, if I lost the remote, I’d heave myself off the sofa to turn the television on just for the pleasure of looking at him. It’s a bonus that his programmes are so riveting!

THE MARRIAGE MIRACLE was a very tough book to write. Okay, they're all tough, but this one was different. I was terrified of it, I did everything I could to put off the evil moment when I had to write "Chapter One"...

So why did I do it?

How long have you got?

From the first moment she wheeled herself across the page as a minor character in A Wife on Paper, Matty Lang was giving me trouble. She flirted with the hero, she duffed up the bad guys, she demanded attention. The only way I could get her to behave, stay in the background, was to promise her a story of her own. There was just one problem with that. Matty Lang is in a wheelchair and since I don’t write fairy stories (well, not the kind with magic wands, anyway) any happy ending had to encompass that.

Worse, it was going to be seriously Hard Work. It would involve research (which is not my favourite thing) and an intensity of emotional input that I knew would drain me dry. Matty, however, was not the kind of character to let some whining author stand in her way and finally, over lunch with my editor, I tentatively broached the idea. I’ll be honest, here; I was hoping that my ed would veto it, say, “This is not for us…” Rescue me so that I could go back to Matty with a clear conscience, say, “I’d do it in a heartbeat, honestly. It’s her fault…”

No such luck. My editor said, “Go for it, Liz.”

Great.

I prevaricated (writers are good at that) and wrote A Family of His Own. Emotional, true, but there wasn’t a wheel-chair in sight. It won the Romantic Novelists’ Association Romance Prize, was named Best Harlequin Romance of the year by Romantic Times and was shortlisted for a RITA.

Matty applauded politely, then said, ‘Okay, I’ve been patient, now it’s my turn!’

I wrote Her Wish-List Bridegroom; single fathers, single mothers, cheating boyfriends, a cat called Archie. Lots of emotion in this one. For Juliet.

Matty hated Juliet. ‘The woman’s a wimp,’ she said. ‘She didn’t have a father and her boyfriend stole her job. Big deal. It’s My Turn!’

I wrote A Nanny for Keeps. Emotion, humour, a six-year-old diva, chickens…

Matty threw a pot of purple nail polish at the back of my head and said, ‘Enough with the livestock. IT’S MY TURN!’

She was right. It was her turn.

Having a great character raring to go, however, is not enough, but that’s when the magic started. With the fairies. Day-glo bright, the Forest Fairies spread their wings, flew down onto the page and set about ruining Sebastian Wolseley’s day, year, life…

I wrote a whole chapter about Sebastian and the fairies (still prevaricating.) Then, because I wasn’t writing a book about the fairies, but about Matty and Sebastian, I stopped fooling around and started again at the belated blessing of the marriage of the hero and heroine of A Wife on Paper. The guests have moved into the marquee to start the dancing, only Matty and Sebastian remain outside in the garden, detached, apart from the crowd, alone. Matty, because, it’s not in her nature to be a spectator and Sebastian – well, weddings come next to bottom on his list of favourite occasions. And he’s already been to a funeral that day.

The opening is on my website if you want to read on.

NASCAR

Apparently 40% of the audience for the American NASCAR circuit are women and Harlequin have teamed up with the NASCAR racing people to produce a series of romances set in the motor racing world. Caroline Pardilla at The Driving Woman asks “Call me sceptical, but just many novels can you write that take place around a racetrack?” Well, golly, that’s so hard. How many women are working, watching, dreaming trackside? And – because let’s not be sexist about this, men fall in love, too -- how many men?

USED BOOKS

How many of you buy your romances from the local charity shop, or the local used book stall at your nearest market? We’ve all done it. I can’t pass a box of old Mills & Boons without checking to see if any of my favourite authors are there; once their brief “shelf life” is over, it’s that or the library (free to use and much recommended, btw!). I’ve even picked up books by authors I’ve heard of but never read. My first Susan Elizabeth Phillips It Had To Be You, was bought for 50p in the Tenovus charity shop in Ammanford; the next This Heart of Mine, was bought in Denver airport, after which I was totally hooked, bought her entire backlist from my local Borders and put her on my “must buy” list.

Buying used books from a small local outlet is one thing. Small local outlets are not going to harm the income of authors (and contrary to popular belief we don’t all earn millions!), publishers, booksellers. The used book business has however, changed out of recognition. Since the arrival of the internet in practically every home, you no longer have to rely on the small choice in your local charity shop – you have the whole world to shop in and sellers have not been slow to take advantage of that fact. It is now possible to buy “used” books before the “new” item has actually appeared in the shop. The market is huge; in one of the New York newspapers last year, books were placed on a list of things never to buy new.

Never.

Think about that. No author, publisher, distributor or High Street bookseller is going to earn one penny from a book sold “used” and you don’t have to be an economist to work out where that is going.

LOW FLYING AIRCRAFT

I’m sitting in the Snap & Scribble – scribbling away at my blog -- or at least I was until the RAF flew over at roof top height and I fell off my chair. My colleague, historical novelist Joanna Maitland, describes this as “…the sound of freedom…” Point taken, but do they have to be so loud…

BATHROOM SCALES

The dh has been making an effort to lose a few pounds (for his health’s sake) and he’s been doing really well, but you know how it is; after a while you seem to come to a halt, it’s harder to motivate yourself so I thought I’d buy a set of bathroom scales. A nudge in the right direction when he started to slip back; a lift in spirits when it was going in the right direction.

Their arrival coincided with my annual “well woman” check up and when I told the doctor my weight she was impressed. “You’ve lost a bit…” Then, “Do you want to hop on my scales and just check.” Gulp. My brand new scales were out by 21 lbs –that’s 21 lbs, in case you were in any doubt, in the wrong direction! You know that feeling, when you just want the floor to open up and swallow you…

THE WOODLAND GARDEN

The bare-root silver birch saplings for the first phase of my “wood” arrived at the beginning of last week. Needless to say it was pouring with rain – I mean seriously deluge conditions – and blowing hard.

I thought they’d arrived a week too late and would shrivel up before I could get them into the ground. Amazingly, the weekend (yes, the weekend!) was sunny and windless and I spent Sunday digging large holes with the fine stainless steel spade the dh gave me last Christmas (ah, the romance of it), hammering in stakes and making my small contribution to the health and beauty of the planet.

I ached, I seriously ached and my nails look as if they’ve been chewed by a dog, but the joy of actually making a start on something I’ve been planning for over a year more than made up for the pain. Oh, and I also lost one of those excess pounds. Is this what is called a win/lose situation?

Next job, the oak sapling I’ve been nurturing since it was an acorn. And several hundred primroses. (The sound you can hear is my back and knees pleading for mercy!)

Flipping through an old copy of Writing Magazine I came across a moan from a reader that all the stories submitted at her writing group featured horrible men; of those described, I have to say that the love-louse sounded the most appealing! Where, the writer asked, have all the good guys gone? Don’t decent men make for interesting protagonists?

If I’d had the poor woman’s address I’d have sent her a comfort parcel of “Tender” romances.

Full marks to the College Street Bookshop in Ammanford. My phoned-in order of Beneath the Snow by Caroline Carver arrived next day.

They’ve also got Sophie Weston’s December “Tender” on order for me. I’d been under the impression that M&B distribution was too rigid to deal with individual requests but I’m delighted to discover that this isn’t the case. I’m not knocking the big chains. I love Borders and WHS; they sell my books, so get my full support – and a fair bit of my hard-earned, too! I’ve nothing against Ottakers and Waterstones and when they start supporting me, I’ll return the compliment, but in the meantime I’ll continue to use small business where I can. Maybe it’s my age, but I enjoy dropping in at the local butcher, baker and bookshop and getting old-fashioned personal service along with a bit of a chat.

More good news on the Mills & Boon distribution front in the UK, is that 50 large Woolworth stores are running a three-month BOGOF deal from now until January, which means you can buy two copies of The Marriage Miracle next month -- one for you, one for someone’s stocking -- for the price of one!

Finally, I received an entry form from the Virginia Romance Writers chapter of the RWA for their HOLT Medallion Award so, taking action before it became buried beneath a pile of “later” stuff, I went to hunt out books with the relevant copyright date only to discover that a pile of new books has much in common with my sock drawer; when you need a matching set, all you can find are three odd ones.

We have a seasonal lake at the other end of the village and it’s been dry for months – in fact it’s been so dry that I’m not sure how the toads, who migrate in huge numbers to breed there, managed this spring. This week, though, after days of non-stop rain, it was in danger of flowing over the road and into the fields opposite. This doesn’t usually happen until February. The clocks have been put back, Hallowe’en and November 5th has been enjoyed (somewhat damply) and the long, lingering summer is, it seems, finally over.

But even as the dark, cold nights close in, I have my first primrose in flower. Don’t they know they’re not supposed show themselves until March? Just wait until I move them out of their cosy pots and into the open ground; then they’ll be sorry!

Catching up with Bookworm on the Net this week, I was reminded of author Pamela Frankau, whose theatre-based books I greatly enjoyed back in the 60s. She also wrote a memoir entitled "Pen to Paper" – no longer in print -- which was the first book I read in which a writer described “the process” of writing. There were no “how-to” books available back then and I devoured it, borrowing it from the library many times. PF was republished by Virago back in the 80s, but she seems to have slipped below the radar again. It may be that she wouldn’t appeal to the generation that took Bridget Jones to their bosom, but her characters linger in the memory, along with those of Monica Dickens and Daphne du Maurier, (pictured right) who I first read at about the same time. Of the three, only du Maurier remains popular but that, I suspect, is because so many of her books and short stories have been filmed.

As an experiment this month, I’m going to phone in a list of titles at my local bookstore, rather than taking the easier option of ordering in from Amazon, or the “treat” of driving fifteen miles to browse at my nearest “chain”. The local shop is very small and doesn’t stock Mills & Boon; I’ll be interested to see if they can obtain single copies of the books I want to buy.

Top of the book shopping list this month, is "In the Arms of the Sheikh" the latest from Sophie Weston It’s been a while since there’s been a new Sophie Weston and you’ll find not only an excerpt on her website, but the story of her struggle with this particular book.

Finally, from the Oxford “Love Quotations”,

“…love is like a precious plant …you’ve got to keep watering it…” (John Lennon)

Oh, and if you want a chance to win a copy of my November Harlequin Romance, STRICTLY BUSINESS, check out Cataromance!

THE WRITER’S WAY

Moving offices last month, I was forced to thin out a bookcase overflowing with writing related books and came across an old school book called The Writer’s Way.

First published in 1948, it’s full of exciting little chunks of prose from writers as varied as Izaak Walton, Virginia Woolf, Shakespeare and Richard Burton. In the introduction, James Reeves, the editor, describes the book as an aid to helping older students to write good English. “They may,” he says, “try to do this by learning the rules and maxims, or they may do it the writer’s way – by studying the writing of others.”

Many of the chosen passages will undoubtedly seem dated to today’s audience, although a good number of the writers are still in print (and selling!). Absorbing style through the reading of good writing, however, is undoubtedly the most enjoyable way to learn; a lot more fun than sweating over the “rules” – real or imaginary.

The Writer’s Way made it into the new office, as did…

THE POCKET MUSE


This is a collection of writing exercises, anecdotes, prompts, put together by Monica Wood and is a great book to dip into when the writing is going slowly. The following, one of my favourites, has an author signing books in his home town. Confronted by a familiar face, an expectant smile, a proffered book and a total blank on the name, he does his best to cover this lapse with a big smile as, pen poised, he asks: “And how do you spell your name?’ The book buyer pauses, then says, “ B-O-B.”

And for really bad days, when the brain is as blank as the screen, I took…

SNOOPY’S GUIDE to the WRITING LIFE by Schultz

Lucy: “I just can’t believe how stupid your stories are!”
Lucy: “In fact, I can’t see anything good at all about your writing!”
Snoopy: “I have neat margins.”

COINCIDENCE…

Coincidence. It’s such a lovely word, don’t you think? And this weekend it happened in the shape of Judy Blume.

I’d been talking to my daughter about the author, Jacqueline Wilson. The conversation moved on to Judy Blume, who had been her favourite author when she was a pre-teen. The dd had been amazed to discover that friends only a year or two younger than her had never even heard of Judy, let alone read her. She also told me that “Forever” had been removed from the primary school library after the teachers discovered exactly why it was so popular.

… and CENSORSHIP

Then, this weekend, I read an article about Judy in the Telegraph supplement; apparently a librarian in Texas is campaigning to have “Forever” banned from libraries across America. (She already has the distinction of being the most banned author in America.) Apparently she wrote the book after her own teenaged daughter had wanted to know why there were no books with teenage sex in them in which nothing bad happened to the protagonists; disease, pregnancy, a terrible abortion. It’s that old puritan ethic, I guess – we have fun, we must pay. Judy broke that rule and now I discover that back in the 80s there was censorship in our local “home counties” primary school, too. But you can’t keep a good book down. “ Forever” has just been republished in the UK.

LOLLY WINSTON

I’ve finished reading Sophie’s Bakery for the Broken-Hearted (or Good Grief) by Lolly Winston on Sunday and I cannot remember the last time a book gave me such pleasure.

The story is told from the viewpoint of Sophie, a 36-year-old woman whose husband has very recently died from cancer. It charts her breakdown with warmth, humour and heartbreaking truthfulness and without any simplistic with-one-bound-she-was-free leap to a happy ending. Over the course of a year, with the help of family, friends, her grief group -- and a painfully funny incident when she takes too many tranquillisers after a panic attack -- Sophie makes a slow, painful return to a different life from the one she had envisaged. And the ending is positive and uplifting. I hated leaving the characters.

And it made me cry.

MY WEEK

I’m rationing my reading at the moment, because I’m at that early stage of a new book where the deadline is far enough away to make distraction just too darned attractive. There are so many things to do. I could visit the Chocolate Farm, or take a walk on the beach while it’s still warm enough to be a pleasure. But I have to write a whole chapter of the wip before my dd and her partner arrive for the weekend . Dusting. Cooking. Serious vacuuming. No reading! Well, no reading apart from Kate Hardy’s new book, The Consultant’s Christmas Proposal.

I have finally got to grips with the problems of downloading my pictures. Here is my new writing home which, once the inn-style sign has been painted, will be known as the "Snap & Scribble". We're working on the design. For now, you're just going to have to imagine the potted bamboo, fuchsias and trailing petunias and me with my feet up in an Adirondack chair, a glass of something bubbly to hand, enjoying the sun.


And here are two curious visitors. Actually, I think they were hoping for a chunk of wholemeal bread, or a bin load of fresh juicy grass clippings. I offered them a "reading", but they didn't seem that keen.

It’s been a bit of a steep learning curve but with a little help from my friends, especially Wendy Wootton and Anne Weale, I’ve made it and this is the first of what (with luck and a following wind) will be regular Friday morning posts.

Some of you will know that I’ve spent the summer watching while beefy men built a log cabin in the woods – now known as the Snap & Scribble -- to be shared by me (tiny office in the corner) and the dh (huge photo studio), and years of, ahem, research material (in the loft).

It’s not entirely finished. I’m still missing “the wood” bit. The primroses, lords and ladies and ferns are all in pots waiting to underplant the first wave of trees -- silver birches – which will be arriving next month. Golly, I’m soooo looking forward to that. When it’s stopped raining I’ll take a photograph. (I do have a photograph of some early visitors, but I can't get the picture to upload so that'll have to wait until next week, too!)


The Books (I’ve finished)

In the US, STRICTLY BUSINESS, a 2-in-1 with Hannah Bernard should be on sale now. My contribution is The Temp & the Tycoon -- take one workaholic tycoon who has lost the “wonder”, one dizzy temp who is determined to rescue him, then put them together in New York, a city so vibrant that it becomes a character in its own right.

The Books (I’m writing)

I’ve just finished The Sheikh’s Guarded Heart, my first book for the new Harlequin “Romance” line which is being launched next September – send me an email for a sneak peak – and now I’m working on the eighth (and final) book in a continuity series set around three luscious Italian restaurants.

The Books (I’m reading)

I have just indulged myself in a splurge of book buying. Jamie’s Italy arrived yesterday. (Purely for research purposes of course!) What a beautiful book! Lovely paper, stunning illustrations and the recipes…

And then today the post brought me Sophie’s Bakery for the Broken Hearted by Lolly Winston. I immediately plunged in and was swept away. Confusingly, this has been retitled "Good Grief" and has a different cover on her webpage. Why would a publisher do that? Or was it retitled for the UK market? Enquiring minds want to know.

Next week

I’ll tell you about how I came to write The Marriage Miracle and tell you more about the Lolly Winston book.

Liz

It's been a while since I updated my newsletters with
what I've been doing.

It's been a busy few months with new books
(A Nanny for Keeps in the UK and
Her Wish-List Bridegroom, in the US)
-- and all the attendant hoopla that involves
-- crammed into a hectic writing schedule.

I finally managed to write The End on the book
due in May and it will be published in the UK
next April as The Five Year Baby Secret.
It has a slightly saga-ish feel to it, with a
centuries old feud, and two generations of
broken hearts to mend. I look forward to
hearing what you think of it.

But I'm getting ahead of myself.

I met some of you, incredibly briefly, on my
flying visit to the Romantic Novelists' Association
conference in July. No one allowed the transport
difficulties following the appalling events in
London to prevent them getting to Egham an
it was clear that the extra day, for those who
could make it, proved a huge success.

Although I had to leave on Friday evening, after
taking part in the Author Panel, it was obvious
from all reports that the rest of the programme
proved riveting and I hope to see everyone at
Penrith next year.

In a further update on what's happening to the
HarlequinRomance/Silhouette Romance relaunch
in the US next year, I can now tell you that the
new series will be called simply "Romance" and
the first books will be on sale in September 2006.

There are plenty of books before that happens, though.

In November,my novella, The Temp & the Tycoon,
will be issued in a two-in-one Harlequin Romance
with a story by href="http://www.hannahbernard.com">Hannah Barnard
under the title STRICTLY BUSINESS. It has a beautiful cover to
match the New York setting of my story and as soon
as I have my December covers, I'll have the wonderful
Wendy do the autumn update my website.

December is the month when I hope you'll all be buying
yourself a "Liz Fielding" stocking stuffer; something for
a little post Christmas toes-up when you can forget
about cooking and leave the family to help themselves
to cold turkey .

In the US you'll have A NANNY FOR KEEPS – a scarred
giant, a nanny with a broken heart (and an aversion to
chickens) and a 6-year old diva with a designer wardrobe
and an agenda.

In the UK it's time for THE MARRIAGE MIRACLE to
make its appearance. Featuring Sebastian, a banker
who has a problem with fairies, Mattie, a heroine who
fantasizes about being a super-hero and a Christmas
happy-ever-after to go with the season. Mattie made
her first appearance in A Wife on Paper and she
pursued me, relentlessly, until I wrote her a book of
her own. It wasn't easy; some problems can't be cured
by love. I kept ducking the challenge, but she wouldn't
quit and I think the end result proves that she was right.

I've just drawn three names from the list of newsletter
subscribers for signed books; emails are already on
their way to the luckywinners.

Have a wonderful summer.

Warmest wishes
Liz

Dear friends

I shouldn’t be here. I have three books demanding I start them right now but before I plunge into something new I wanted to send you all a note, take time out to draw a couple of names out of the hat for signed books and tell you a little about my spring.

It started really well. My follow up book to A Wife on Paper received editorial approval and will be published as THE MARRIAGE MIRACLE in December. This is Matty’s story. I knew from the moment that she appeared on the page of AWoP that I would have to write it. I resisted for a while – I knew it would be difficult – and wrote a couple of other books, HER WISH-LIST BRIDEGROOM, A NANNY FOR KEEPS, but eventually her voice in my ear was too loud to ignore and I had to buckle down to it.

As I expected, this was not an easy book to write, but immensely rewarding and I think I did Matty justice; bags of emotion, but plenty of laughs, too.

February and March continued the upward trend with A FAMILY OF HIS OWN being shortlisted for the Romantic Novelists’ Association’s Romance Prize, the Romance Writers’ of America Short Contemporary Category RITA, and Romantic Times BOOKclub’s Reviewers Choice Award for Best Harlequin Romance. Romantic Times also nominated me for a Love & Laughter Career Achievement Award.

Since February, the countryside around my home has been bursting into that wonderful spring time flush of colour. First the acid yellow of celandines, followed by huge patches of the paler, lovelier primroses. Then the bluebells and red campion, so perfectly complementing each other, filled the hedgerows. Now all the meadows are yellow with buttercups and the lanes lined with the froth of Queen Anne’s Lace. There are lambs and baby calves in the fields around my home and along the lane a new foal is tempting me out for a walk on fine days.

I’ve been out and about during the spring. First to London for the Romantic Novelists’ Association’s Award Luncheon. The guest speaker was Lindsay Davis who writes the wonderful Falco books and entertained us royally. The main award went to a first book, A Good Voyage, by Katharine Davies. And the winner of the Romance Prize? The judges chose A Family of His Own from a wonderful shortlist that included books by Lucy Gordon (http://www.lucygordon.com), Marion Lennox (http://www.marionlennox.com/) and Kate Hardy (http://www.katehardy.com). I still can’t quite believe it.



Romantic Times BOOKclub awarded the book their Reviewers’ Choice Award, too. The Love & Laughter Career Achievement Award deservedly went to the wonderful Holly Jacobs (http://www.hollyjacobs.com).

In May I travelled to the New Forest to take part in the celebrations of my aunt’s 90th birthday. She’s still as bright as a button – this is a lady who takes flying day trips to Venice and Paris -- thoroughly enjoyed her ride in a stretch limo, dared us to embarrass her by singing Happy Birthday to her and kept us all in order. Terrific.

Since this is the real world and not everything can be perfect, authors who write for Harlequin Romance have been faced with the demise of their line in the United States. Harlequin Romance was the original “Harlequin Romance” and has a fond place in the hearts of readers of romance all over the world. It’s not all gloom, however. The books will continue until next August when they will be replaced with a new romance line combining the best of Harlequin Romance and Silhouette Romance. The name of the new line has not yet been decided, but there will be six books a month and readers will still find many of their favourite authors writing the kind of books they love.

Nothing is forever, as we all know, but it is the end of an era.

Finally, if you visit my website (http://www.lizfielding.com/) you’ll find excerpts and the covers of three “Liz Fielding” books out in July. HER WISH-LIST BRIDEGROOM will be published in the US. In the UK and Australia (August), A NANNY FOR KEEPS takes a bow, and in the UK one of my early books, Instant Fire makes a reprise in RISQUÉ BUSINESS.



I hope you all have a wonderful summer.

Happy reading.

Love, Liz

Hi everyone

Well, it’s been an eventful year - not all of it great, but we’ve come through it more-or-less in one piece :). And there’s been a lot to cheer about.

I’ve completed three books (Her Wish-List Bridegroom, Nanny for Keeps and one that is, as yet, unnamed will be published next year in the UK), met a lot of you face-to-face and had some fabulous weekends in London and in Bath.

Also, as a sort of Christmas present for me , I've just been nominated by Romantic Times for a "Love & Laughter" Career Achievement Award, and my romance, A Family Of His Own, has also been nominated for Best Harlequin Romance of 2004.

Having delivered the latest book at the end of November, I’ve spent most of December gathering myself for the Christmas festivities. As part of the process, Wendy - my lovely webdesigner - posted a special Christmas card on my website for everyone I haven’t been able to reach personally, so please do take a look. The photograph was taken by my husband and it gives just a taste of the countryside around our home here in Wales.

I’ve just drawn my signed book winner for this month and the email has been sent... it could be you! (If you want to be included in the draw, all you have to do is sign up for my occasional newsletter -- just click the link on my webpage.) Ronda has won this month's book and it'll be on it's way the minute I've sorted out the pastry for the mince pies.

Thank you all for continuing to read my books and for writing to let me know what you think of them. All comments are helpful and gratefully received. With warmest wishes for the festive season and a peaceful and happy New Year to your and yours.

With love Liz

I had to share this with you. Mary, one of my devoted readers, who has already read The Billionaire Takes a Bride, has written to tell me that it has absolutely the wrong title. She thinks it should be called "The Trojan Hamster!"

I think that's such a cool title!

Liz

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